I remember when I was a kid I always questioned why adults just didn’t get it. It disturbed me to no end and in trying to understand why they thought and acted so differently, I soon found myself thinking just like them. It frightened me to experience the slow dissipation of my purity and innocence. I began to wonder why I was losing my wonderful DejaVu experiences that used to be so vibrant and breath taking. I did what I could to hold onto my inner knowingness without giving in to the harsh and unrealistic expectations of society.
I remember my purity as being so loving and excitable that each moment was a sensual experience of joy. Everything was vibrant and pulsating. I remember when one day I was walking down the street at the age of 9 or so and asked the question, "I wonder what it would be like to see through God’s eyes?" In the instant I asked the question, my heart lit up like a bonfire of spiritual bliss. It lasted only a few moments because my rational mind began to kick in and suffocated the experience.
I know now that I had to experience the loss of my spiritual ecstasy in order to appreciate it in its sacredness. It also catapulted me in the direction of trying to understand the dynamic equations that circumvent our divine experiences by digging into its depth using tools of religion, philosophy, and science. The battered warrior who struggled to find the source of his beingness is now coming around full circle back unto himself with insight and understanding. Destiny has played its hand and I am the King of Hearts that will take the victory.
You can not stop destiny when it calls for you as its magnetic polarity will eventually draw you into its divine purpose. Even the obstacles are there to mold one into the masterpiece of a pure divine expression. Can you imagine the power of God coursing through every pore and humbling you into pure acceptance of its power? That’s where we are heading? We have all of the help in the cosmos here at our disposal and it would be inconsiderate to not take up the opportunity when it’s standing right on your front porch knocking.
As far as kids knowing God; there is no way that they can not know the divine nature that exists within them as they are it. They can only fool themselves into accepting the illusions they have been taught by the supposed adults but just like when you place one truth on a mountain of lies, the whole thing crumbles to the ground. Truth will find its way through into the minds and hearts of everyone as God doesn’t even forget of the least fallen sparrow. There is no exclusion! And thus I am full of grace as I give thanks for this blessed experience...
COS
I remember my purity as being so loving and excitable that each moment was a sensual experience of joy. Everything was vibrant and pulsating. I remember when one day I was walking down the street at the age of 9 or so and asked the question, "I wonder what it would be like to see through God’s eyes?" In the instant I asked the question, my heart lit up like a bonfire of spiritual bliss. It lasted only a few moments because my rational mind began to kick in and suffocated the experience.
I know now that I had to experience the loss of my spiritual ecstasy in order to appreciate it in its sacredness. It also catapulted me in the direction of trying to understand the dynamic equations that circumvent our divine experiences by digging into its depth using tools of religion, philosophy, and science. The battered warrior who struggled to find the source of his beingness is now coming around full circle back unto himself with insight and understanding. Destiny has played its hand and I am the King of Hearts that will take the victory.
You can not stop destiny when it calls for you as its magnetic polarity will eventually draw you into its divine purpose. Even the obstacles are there to mold one into the masterpiece of a pure divine expression. Can you imagine the power of God coursing through every pore and humbling you into pure acceptance of its power? That’s where we are heading? We have all of the help in the cosmos here at our disposal and it would be inconsiderate to not take up the opportunity when it’s standing right on your front porch knocking.
As far as kids knowing God; there is no way that they can not know the divine nature that exists within them as they are it. They can only fool themselves into accepting the illusions they have been taught by the supposed adults but just like when you place one truth on a mountain of lies, the whole thing crumbles to the ground. Truth will find its way through into the minds and hearts of everyone as God doesn’t even forget of the least fallen sparrow. There is no exclusion! And thus I am full of grace as I give thanks for this blessed experience...
COS
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